Thursday, July 14, 2011

Can aspergers hold down a job and live a pretty normal life?

i am 18 year old male who suffers from aspergers syndrome i have always worked but never been able to work for the same person more than 6 months. i ride race horses for a living and i am training to be an ameture jockey but i dont know if i will get my licence cause jockeys have to be cool carm and collected where i am not. i have a rep of being an od ball. i get bullied alot in the work place. and i cant tell ppl in the indurstry what i suffer from cause that will only lead to more bullying. i am really scared of the future cause i can bearly support myself i am not good at handleing my money very well even when i try really hard i cant do it. i dont have any family support what so ever. i do have 2 very good people that help me out by paying my rent and helping me with money but it makes me feel like ****. i just wanna be an average guy who pays his bills every week and stays at a job for atleast 2 years not 6 months. and i dont want to be in this indurstry my whole life cause the money aint that great and you have to deal with ppl every day. is there any jobs any one can suggest that are good for aspergers ppl. mainly a job where you can work alone that dosent require 5 years schooling. lonilness is hard to deal with to i seem to never have any problems with picking up a girl from a bar cause im not a bad looking guy but i cant hold down freindships and reltionships on my 18 th birthday i spent it getting drunk by myself at a bar i felt like ****. i plz help im starting to get really depressed :(

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